I had been trying to predict everything these years, especially the outcome, which I will never be able to foresee, but as you said, "life is just full of unpredictable and surprise, sometimes you just had to let it happen in the way it's suppose to be". Like chinese idiom said 天时地利人和，I guess I just had to go along with it...for now.
Only a retard understand what another retard said. So don't bother to reply when you noticed he's a retard. Just turn around, keep walking, or on second thought, you might want to hit him before you turn around.
Example of retard? Some people who don't understand another world way of expressing sense of humor, trying hard to be as elegant as possible but the fact is they are not in others people eye, always think themselves are superior than others but the fact is nobody can be superior than nobody, these are traits for a retard.
See them around you? Just beat the hell out of him and make the world better place to live on, or if you are too weak, just ignore them, like I said, turn around, keep walking.
When is the last time you look into the mirror and wonder who are you? What do you want? This feeling has came back to me when my mind is full of confusion, when all sorts of questions being raised recently.
I am certain I won't be taking some questions seriously until being asked by someone else. That's right I am just trying to run away from problems, I am weak. What do you want exactly? A simple question, but I couldn't answer it, because my want are being washed up by time.
A lot of people have different desire changed from time to time, which lead us in the end, LOST. Start writing down what you want the most in life, because someday when you are LOST and there aren't anyone to save you, you have to save yourself.
日记就犹如照妖镜，看回就会知道自己是猪八戒，还是白骨精。 Gonna get myself a Diary tomorrow.