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已经知道手里握的是一幅烂牌，就不再那么可怕，关键是如何打好它。
一场打不赢的仗，要么就不打，打了就只求不要输得太难看。

New Beginning...I guess?

I had been trying to predict everything these years, especially the outcome, which I will never be able to foresee, but as you said, "life is just full of unpredictable and surprise, sometimes you just had to let it happen in the way it's suppose to be". Like chinese idiom said 天时地利人和，I guess I just had to go along with it...for now.